When I close my eyes there are, about a thousand thoughts that implode upon me. My children, death, photography, God, art, school, my wife, work, my car, or the lack there of, my mother, father, dad, sister, my family, television, my friends, my pets, my house, and more.
So, all of this just comes together at one time. And I have to open my eyes so that I don't flip out. I trying to read a few books right now, that refocus your mind, back on to where it needs to be. The question you have to first ask your self, where do you want your focus to be?
I ask myself that question every day. Maybe one day, and hopefully one day soon I will be able to answer that.